This post explains where I am and what has been going wrong with my trading. I have two reasons for posting this.
Firstly, I believe that by sharing our issues honestly we help each other to become better traders.
Secondly, I found out some time ago that there is a great power in writing down ones thoughts and intentions. It seems to crystallise the issues and help push me into the required actions.
I have posted many times that emotions were my biggest issue as far as trading is concerned. I can break that down to discipline, fear, greed and self confidence. All of these problems, and their solutions have been discussed in the forum and in Vahids articles many times, but it is only by accepting them as they apply to me that I can conquer them.
Discipline.In a recent post by Vincent he said "Keep It Simple..... Then execute the simplicity faithfully."
There are three problems here for me.
Define the system. I have a set of criteria which I have been following to identify trades I should take. These need written down clearly and coherently as a check-list. I need to remove everything from my charts that is not part of the system. Indicators I want to play with or test should not be on charts which I make live trading decisions from.
Follow the system.If the set up doesn't comply with the check-list then don't trade. If this leads to missed good trades then the system can be modified in light of experience, but only based on evidence not instinct! My tendency is to break my own rules if my gut feeling is that I know what will happen next. Not a good idea!!
Consistency.I waste a lot of time and effort by doing analysis then not following it through. I realised some time ago that I would have to shift to longer timeframes and I now look for trades based on weekly, daily or H4 charts. My record keeping also needs re-assessed because I make notes about potential setups and then don't follow through, only to see the analysis work out.
Fear and GreedThat two headed monster that besets so many novice traders still hasn't been defeated by me.
When trades are going against me I want to close with a smaller loss rather than wait for the stop to be hit. Mostly now I let the trades run. Some turn around and end up winners, some dont. When the losers hit my stop then I give myself a hard time for not closing them early.
When trades are winning I am desperate to close them for a small profit in case they turn against me. Those that I do let run which make good gains I often leave too long and give back a lot of the gain.
I have made huge progress here but I have realised that one key issue has been sabotaging my efforts. Money Management is the cornerstone to success here and I have thought that I was doing fine with this by limiting my trade sizes. I have however overlooked something fundamental because I have been doing it the same way for so long.
I don't use a FX broker, I spread bet. Having lost quite a lot of money with shares early on by being stupid and arrogant I decided that for FX I would do all trades at minimum stake. I have savings elsewhere which I will add to the account when I am confident but up to now I have been counting some of that as part of my trading ballance without it being in the account. The net result of this is that a 2% trade can lose 2% of my nominal balance but 7% of my account balance. I now realise that though I have intelectually counted the savings as part of the account my emotions have reacted to the real balance, so its no wonder I can't master fear and get carried away with overconfidence after a few wins.
My solution for this is simple. I am looking at brokers just now and will open an account shortly which will allow me to trade most pairs with 2% risk and reasonably wide stop losses. If the required stop is wider than I can trade at 2% I don't trade.
Only when I am consistently succeeding at this will I change back to spread betting (it has significant tax advantages in the UK)
This might seem a no brainer to most of you but until very recently I have been blind to this flaw in my system
Self Confidence.Too much when things are going well, and I get sloppy. Too little when things are going against me and I start doubting every decision I make. The funny thing is that in my day job I don't have that issue. I know my job and do it the best I can. Like everyone else I make mistakes from time to time but my attitude is to try to learn from them and then move on. I need to look within for the answer to this one but Vahids recent comment to me regarding programming and robots is stuck in my mind. My success or otherwise at FX doesn't define me as a person it simply shows up areas of my system, or how I implement it, that need improving.
I hope these ramblings help someone somewhere. It has certainly helped me typing it out.
My summary is that I have had all the information I need to be successful for some time now and I am making lurching progress toward doing the deed. I'll not be trading until the broker account is set up and I'm confident I know how to use it but I will post some analysis here when time permits.
I will also be posting ALL my trades here for a while, either when I make them or as soon as I can after. This is to help me to stick to my system. If I can't justify a trade to my peers I shouldn't be making it!
If you read this post and then decide to copy trades I make then you just might be dafter than me
All the best
Michael